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Gillian’s success in winning the £60,000
Northern Rock Foundation Writer’s Award 2005 places
her alongside previous winners Tony Harrison (2004),
Julia Darling (2003) and Anne Stevenson (2002).
Born in London, and a graduate of Newnham College,
Cambridge, Gillian left her job as poetry editor of
City Limits magazine
to move to the North East in 1988 – drawn by friends,
the support it offered to writers and her own memories
(she spent formative childhood years living in Newcastle).
Her escape to the North East began in Benwell in Newcastle,
moved across the city to Sandyford and ended in the
former pit village of Esh Winning in County Durham.
“I wheeled my bike over the ridge one day, saw
the ‘For Sale’ sign outside this house and
just knew I was going to live here in the terrace. It
is a very supportive community.”
While the Northern Rock Foundation Writer’s Award
is a great gift for Gillian, there will be mixed feelings
from the students of her creative writing workshop,
Writing From the Inside
Out, at the Centre for Lifelong Learning in Newcastle,
as Gillian plans to take a sabbatical from teaching
in order to move more deeply into writing. “I
have taught for many years and I am nervous about having
a real break but I just feel it is the right thing to
do.”
But teaching’s loss may be literature’s
gain. As Gillian explains, “It is increasingly
difficult to find ways of letting my writing and my
teaching feed one another as they have done for a long
time. I feel I may be holding the writing back by holding
onto the teaching.”
Gillian has published six collections, four of them
with Bloodaxe Books including, most recently, Sojourner
(2004); with Lintel (2001)
and Nantucket and the
Angel (1997) both shortlisted for the TS Eliot
prize. She also published a pamphlet, Hob
Green, with Grand Phoenix Press last year.
Her poems cover many topics. She writes about women
(from Julian of Norwich, the first woman to write a
book in English, to her mother who died last year);
about spirituality (though much of her imagery is drawn
from the treasure trove of the Bible, she is perhaps
most accurately described as ‘spiritually non
aligned’) and about places close to her heart,
both past and present – the North East, the Fens,
Anglo-Saxon England and medieval Russia.
Living in quiet solitude in a former miner’s
cottage, Gillian eschews many of the luxuries of the
21st century. She has no plans to buy a TV (“There’s
nothing on”) or a washing machine (“I find
washing by hand incredibly therapeutic. If I can’t
write, I wash”).
“What will I do with the money? I’m hoping
to have a very restful year. I’ll be reading,
writing and travelling. I don’t think this country
has enough time for poetry any more. I plan to travel
to places that do. Ireland… Eastern Europe…
Germany.”
How will she know she has succeeded as a poet? “All
my life I’ve been so grateful when I’ve
found a writer who has been there before me, who has
made me feel not alone. I feel I will have achieved
what I set out to do if I am able to help even one person
in this way – to walk with them, to accompany
them in their solitude.”
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